Last night i drank drank an entire bottle of wine to launch this month (June) of sobriety Monday we go to Laughlin Nevada for three days. Timing is everything, right?
The picture / record below is of my 19yr old grandson whom lives in our home and did not come home last night. Hard to be witness to his pain, his situation. Ouch in my heart.
Dear blueislandgirl….stay aligned, remember who you are, this is not your plan but you can trust it. Practice, be only in this moment.
Journaling is writing, right? It takes what it takes
‘to explode with sudden violence’
I am not very knowledgeable about the right or wrong of words, grammar, etc but I do find that I don’t want to be criticized, I don’t want to appear stupid or become embarrassed. Just a little truth telling.
Do I detonate when I explode with sudden violence? Violence being yelling loudly and smacking the table. Ouch, my palm still stings.
The song in my head? ‘When will I be loved’? Relevance? When I take care of myself, I stayed full and aligned (self-love) and I don’t behave attack other.
I’m disappointed to repeat a behavior that does not lead to my happiness or the happiness of others. I’m ejoyning this writing and I’d like to experience it as a source of happiness. 🙂
observe describe willing
via Daily Prompt: Detonate
Im having fun with this, and my attention to it is fleating based on available time. My former brother-in-law, and very precious friend, is who I choose for this photo blog life circumstances have brought us together again as he lives out his life. No idea if this will show on the challenge page but non the less….it is done
Soon passing out of sight, memory, or existence; quickly fading or disappearing.
via Daily Prompt: Infuse
1. to introduce, as if by pouring; cause to penetrate; instill (usually followed by into)
2. to imbue or inspire (usually followed by with)
i will infuse this blog post with my thoughts. I could turn on a light and infuse this room with light. Which might infuse my husband with wakefulness and perhaps questioning irritation.
I could get up and find something to eat which would infuse my belly with food.
Or or I can say goodnight and infuse myself with rest which will likely infuse my day tomorrow with greater happiness.
Good night. Sweet dreams.
This is my very first post. I am creating this blog because I am awake, read a friends new blog, and at this moment (330a) have no idea of what you plan to do with it. I welcome what may come.